Okay I think I need a few deep breaths to calm myself

I’m so pissed right now

so my mom sent me this message this morning (that I only saw about two hours ago)

Fay had attacked her in the middle of the night

at 2m, to be more specific

mom had woken to his shouting and swearing, and then Fay attacked her

now, my mom is no pushover, but with her current situation it’s hard for her to fight back, because who knows if the wires from her pacemaker detach and resulting in yet another trip to the hospital and another surgery

in fact, before all her heart problems she had the strenght to hold Fay down until he calmed down, despite his attempts to kick, hit and spit her in the face

which is exactly what he did last night

mom did however her best to fight back, and she succeeded even though it was hard for her

oh and apparently Fay had destroyed the internet modem and his new golden PS3 controller

only thing he couldn’t break was his phone, which is an old Nokia (they really are indestructible)

those aren’t the only thing he has broken while enraged, though

so far, in the last two months or so he has destroyed

• a computer monitor
• a keyboard
• his laptop (the one I gave him last year)
• a phone
• another phone (or two I think)
• anothyer PS3 controller
• his buscard (they aren’t that expensive, but he needs it to go to school)

and now to add to the list there’s what he destroyed last night

my mom sent him to Juupajoki(where we used to live, her parents/my grandparents live there and my older brother does, too)

he’ll be there the whole next week while mom is in rehabilitation