Preparing myself for the “the Biggest Loser” season 9 finale part 1
even if I know who wins
my life is very exciting, isn’t it
Sifu Kisu said that I am awesome
I finally figured what to do about Orivesi
I’m gonna send an email to Sampsa today, and ask if my plan works for him
Once I know if he’s okay with it, I will reveal my awesome plan
(if you got the title reference - you are awesome)
I’m having a major headache, so I’ll try to keep this short
as you know, I emailed about my depression and anxiety and all that crap to Sampsa
well he replied to my email yesterday
oh my god just thinking about it makes me cry
Yesterday was a busy day so I couldn’t reply to you sooner.
It’s a good thing that you told about your situation and it’s okay if you want to take some time and think what you should do - don’t take any pressure from us. If you can, and if you want to continue here with us, you can do it later. And if you feel like this has been a too big step for you, or it just doesn’t fit in your life at the moment, I understand completely.
Take your time to think things through and talk to your mother and others and let me know so we’ll know where things are.
I still haven’t managed to write him a reply, mainly because everytime I read his email I start to cry.
I haven’t been to school at all this week, and probably won’t go until next monday.
You know, if I have the strenght to do so.
So Niina spent the night here
we watched a few episodes of Game of Thrones and Supernatural
I seriously can’t get over Khal Drogo
or Dean Winchester
or the guys who play them (Jason Momoa and Jensen Ackles)
Niina is cleaning my apartment
and I’m just here sitting and I’m all like
so many of them
so um you know that guy I’ve had a crush on for years?
I had a dream about him where he said that he’s interested in me
I turned him down and said “You had your chance for years”
I am pretty much over him, so that makes the dream even better
as you may know, I’ve been feeling super shitty for the last couple of days, crying and all
today, I went to see my mom
then I took this picture of Hessu
instead of crying from depression I started crying from laughter